~But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do...

grizz_03 @ 2006-10-26T17:13:00

2006-10-26T21:18:32Z

hola lj. i havent updated this thing in like 45890345834534 years. i should be cleaning my room....ickickick. i hateee cleaning. anyone want to come clean it for me?? maybe?? give it a thought. i wore heels to school today. it was a miracle. && i dont have to work tonight! yessssssss. working in the mall is difficult for me. i like to shop wayway too much. im done.....this is pointless : )

grizz_03 @ 2006-09-14T21:07:00

2006-09-15T01:11:57Z

tommorrow.
whitehall vs. montague.
att montague.
att 7 o clock p.m.
be there orr.....be square. haha : )

grizz_03 @ 2006-08-26T01:38:00

2006-08-26T05:40:02Z

i loveeee football games. andd i think we're going to be good this year. however, i hateeee curfews. they suck. a lotttttt.

grizz_03 @ 2006-07-21T21:42:00

2006-07-22T01:58:56Z

im just in one of thosee moods. andd i have nooo idea why. i have noo reason to be, buut i am.

i reallyyy wanted to do somethingg tonight. buuut zachary had to work and emmy was babysitting andd those were the only people that i called. haha.

i refuseee to accept that summer is like halfway done. its just going soo fast. i was thinking tonight...about how things used to be and all the memories ive shared with different people. its bittersweet. just some of the people that used to mean soo much to me are just completely different and they dont really mean anything to me. i cant believe im going to be a junior!! it just seems soo old. plus junior year is supposed to be the hardest....ughh. and then theres soccer which is going to be like wicked hard this year to even make the team. then its like then after that im a senior. andd im NOT ready to be a senior. high school is supposed to be the best times of you life right?? well im not ready for that to be overr...at allll.

i signed up for soccer camp yesterday. andd fall soccer. i likee soccer. im excited :)

ash and i went and played tennis today. it was amazingg. or something. i think i hit the ball....2 times?? that sounds about right. i should definitelyyy go out for the team. haha maybe nott...

welllll zac shouldd be out of work soon. anddd were going to hang out. cute right?? i know.

heyy....anyone want to wash my car?? dangg it...wellll if you change your mind let me know. kthanks.

grizz_03 @ 2006-06-30T00:25:00

2006-06-30T04:38:58Z

tonight was....just plain amazingg!! em, tess, and i went to the summer cel to see everclear...exceptt the damn chronicle messed up the times and we missed it....:(. soo this band called tesla was playing....andd ohhh man were they lamee!! the lead singer had on this crazy metallic silver vest and ya...it was definitely not for us..ha. and we didnt really see anyone we knew soo we decided to leave. soo we left and decided to go to taco bell.....except i missed the exit thing....haha...."i was reaching for my imaginary break!" i loveee emily. buuut we couldnt figure out where taco bell in muskegon was.....and thennn these weirdooo guys like drove up next to us and started checkingg us out and it was grosss!!! they were gross!!! hahahaha.....and i lovee tess. so we find it...and it was pretty much in the ghetto. andd this line was longg. andd i ordered wayy to much food...hah. soo there were these boyss...haha..and of course this was all in the ghetto, buut it was fun. we reallyyy shouldve went back!! haha...andd then we decided to go to meijers causee were cool like that. or something. hah. soo we went to meijers and looked at fishies and hampsters. thenn we went to the magazine isle for like a longgg time and read magazines....andd discovered me & em's new favoriteee book....fat girl...haha. andd we played with the bouncy balls and tried on ugly sunglasses. it was a good time. thenn we left and went to mickey d's to get some ice cream...it only took us 20 minutes to order..haha. then we went back to em's and rocked out to some gangster music...causee were gangsters of coursee!! haha....buut it was a good time and i lovee those girls. so...that was my amazingg night. kbye. <33

grizz_03 @ 2006-06-14T23:51:00

2006-06-15T03:57:21Z

i hatee to say it buuut...im addicted to myspace and no longer want to update this thingg. wow...just as bad as i thought it would sound. anywayss school is finally out now....its pretty much just amazing!! i havent found a job yet....buuuut...i will, its a process. my car is finished...yesss....and hopefully ill be able to drive it soon. today me and em went to GR to the fredrick meijer gardens....veryyy pretty. mostly just a bunch of hanging out with friends and stuff.....i havent been out to the beach yet though.... :( .....its not reallyyy that warm. bummer. hmm...i cant really thinkk of anything else...i guess its because my life is just soooo exciting...or something like that...hah. welll....i dooo have a cute boyfriend now...i mean hes kinda maybe a whole bunch cute...you might wanna be jealous. we hung out today :). soo...i guess thats pretty much it. <33

grizz_03 @ 2006-05-24T22:30:00

2006-05-25T02:33:23Z

ughhh!! im reallyyy upset right now....i dont get my license on my birthday and my car probably wont even be readyy!! grr....thats like all i wanted on my birthday and i dont even get to drive on my birthday. i cant take my road test until like june 6th....and then i cant get my actual license until june 7th!!! ugh...im upset...:(

grizz_03 @ 2006-05-22T22:42:00

2006-05-23T02:45:05Z

so....i dont really update my livejournal too much anymore...im kindaa addicted to my myspace....alottt!! but ya i thought i would make an extra special exception because i called the dude about scheduling my road test today...and my birthday is in a week and a day....ohh man!! so yes i thought i would let everyone know so they can wish me an extra special b day...ok? good. <333

A to Z

2006-05-17T02:09:35Z

A - Available?
hm...i think so...

B - Best Friend?
emily or bek

C - Crush?
hah...yess...cute<33

D- Dogs name?
molly

E - Easiest Person To Talk To?
probably...bek or maybe zac...

F - Friday or Saturday?
i think i like saturdays more...i get to sleep in!!<33

G - Gummy Bears Or Gummy Worms?
gummy bears....cuterrr!!

H - Hometown?
muskegon...ive gotten around...lol

I - If You Could Move Out Would You?
ya i think so....i loveeeee chicago!!

J- Jesus is?
my homeboy

K - Kids?
are little....and kinda cute....

L - Longest Car Ride?
florida

M - Milk Flavor?
chocolate

N - Number Of Siblings?
just kell...so 1...ha

O - One Wish ?
To be completely happy and loved

P - Phobia(s)
spiders...and reallyy high heights

R - Reason To Smile?
crushes....friends....driving...

S - Song You Last Heard?
everything im not ~ the veronicas

T-Time you woke up?
actually on time today...like 6:10 ish

U - Unknown Fact About Me?
Im actually kinda shy...

V - Vegetable You Love?
umm...everyone says theyre gross...buuut i loveee green peppers!

W - Worst Habit?
biting my nails...

Y - Yummy Foods?
ice cream...and chens....damn those soccer girls!! haha

Z - Zodiac Sign
gemini baby!!

grizz_03 @ 2006-04-18T20:53:00

2006-04-19T01:00:58Z

**im soooooo busy!!! theres soccer, dt, the wedding...okay maybe thats it but i feel very busy!!! ha...anyways everything is veryyy good....my b day is in like a month and a half....and i now officially have a car!!! kick ass!!! lol....anyways.....

~hmm....some people....they think they have the right to make up shit about other people being whores when they are like disgustingly whorey. really, where do you come off?!? maybe you shouldnt play strip poker and then go and call other people whores....seriously....youre an idiot.

**for everyone else.....i <3333333 you all!!!
*definitely tied our game tonight...in case you were wondering...*

grizz_03 @ 2006-04-03T12:51:00

2006-04-03T16:57:11Z

yes yes yes yes yes!!!! so i definitely have some spring break plans now!!! yay!!! me nd bek are definitely off to chi-town for the weekend!!! i = excited!!!im not quite sure chicago is ready for bek & i though....i guess we'll just have to see......<33333 you!!!

grizz_03 @ 2006-04-01T23:26:00

2006-04-02T04:38:42Z

10 FAVORITES

1. TV show: hmm....greys anatomy
2. Flower: probably roses
3. Alcohol: i dont really drink...
4. Movie: pride & prejudice or dodgeball....idk...
5. Color: orange!
7. Mall: the only mall in muskegon...the lakes mall
8. Music: pretty much anything....i reallyyy like fall out boy...
9. Food: mexican
10. Season: summer....like duh!

10 FACTS

1. Hometown: whitehall
2. height: 5'5"
3. Hair color: light brown
4. Hair length: medium, kinda long
5. Hair style: curly?
6. Eye color: kinda green/blue...
7. Shoe size: 7 1/2
8. mood: sarcastic
9. screen name: grizz03
10. living in: my house

10 LOVE LIFE

1. Have you ever been in love: ya i think so
2. Do you believe in love?: yes...
3. Why did your last relationship fail?: im not really sure...it was lamee!
4. Have you ever been heartbroken?: yes..
5. Have you ever broken someones heart?: yes
6. Have you ever fallen for your best friend?: hmm...yes
7. Are you planning on getting married?: someday...
8. Are you afraid of committment?: not afraid....i just have some committment issues...completely different!!
9. Would you ever get married to someone of the same sex?: no...not really for me
10. Would you ever have sex with someone of the same sex?: definitely not

10 THIS OR THATS

1. love or lust?: love
2. hard liquor or beer?: neither...
3. night or day?: definitely night!
4. hook-ups or relationship?: relationships
5. tv or internet? : internet
6. Pepsi or coke?: water!!! i dont drink pop...
7. wild night out or romantic night in?: wild night out baby!!
8. Saturday or Sunday?: saturday
9. Colored or black and white picture?: black & white
10. Phone or in person?: in person

10 HAVE YOU EVERS

1. Have you ever been caught sneaking out?: hah....almost
2. Have you ever skinny dipped?: yess
3. Have you ever done something you regret?: def yess
4. Have you ever bungee jumped?: nope
5. Have you ever been on a house boat?: nope
6. Have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker: ya
7. Have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt?: no
8. Have you ever stayed up all night til the sun came up?: yess
9. Have you ever been caught by your parents with a hickey? no...just pull out that turtleneck...lol
10. Have you ever been caught by your parents doing anthing more than making out?: nope

10 ARE YOUS

1. Are you missing someone right now?: yes
2. Are you in love with anyone?: nope
3. Are you happy?: yess
4. Are you talking to anyone right now? nope
5. Are you bored?: yesss
6. Are you German?: i think so...a little...
7. Are you Irish?: no
8. Are you Italian?: no
9. Are your parents still married?: ya
10. Do you like someone right now?: im not sure....i think so...

**well im off to bed.....<3les

grizz_03 @ 2006-03-14T15:14:00

2006-03-14T20:16:42Z

soccer try-outs start in....45 min!! and i still havent changed...lol...ill get to it. so things seem to be kinda calming down...kell's wedding is in like 8 weeks but everything seems to be going good. soccer is starting....its kinda crazy....but its definitely good....i already <3 it!! so ya....theres this guy...and i like him...lol. i need to get some guts....doubtful. well...theres a lilll bit of girl drama...of course...ugh w/e. but ya i reallyyy need to get goin...lol!! ummm...advice...k thanks. <3les

grizz_03 @ 2006-03-08T17:49:00

2006-03-08T22:55:37Z

**ok so this is probably gonna be long....sorry...ha

100 Yes's or 100 No's
You are NOT allowed to explain anything.
ONLY answer "yes" or "no"
Then post the .. of yes's and no's as your subj.

1. Slept naked? nope
2. Taken a shower with someone? nope
3. Made Out with a member of the same sex? nope
4. Drove a car? yes..ha
5. Stole anything? kinda...i was like 2....wait no explaining...lol
6. Ever been in love? yes
7. Been dumped? yes
8. Stole money from a friend/family member? nope
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? ha...yes
10. Been in a fist fight? yes
11. Snuck out of your/someones house? yes...i reallyyy want to explain!
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yes
13. Been arrested? no
14. Hugged a stranger? yes
15. Met up with a stranger of the opposite sex somewhere? yes
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? yes
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? nope...well...define "neighbor"
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? yes
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the opposite sex? haha that sounds bad....but yes..not like that
20. Lost a friend? yes
21. Been on a plane? yes
22. Been to an island? yes
23. Slept in until 3? yes
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? yes
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yes
26. Made a snow angel? yes
27. Played dress up? yes
28. Cheated while playing a game? ha...i dont cheat....i help myself along..
29. Been lonely? yes
30. Kissed more than 4 people in one night? no
31. Been to a club? no
32. Felt an earthquake? no
33. Touched a snake? yes
34. Ran a red light? yes..lol
35. Been suspended from school? no
36. Had detention? sorta...?
37. Been in a car accident? yes
38. Hated the way you look? yes
39. Made yourself throw up? yes...but i was veryyy sick..
40. Crawled through a window? hahahaha....yes
41. Been lost? yes
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? no
43. Felt like dying? no
44. Cried yourself to sleep? yes
46. Sang karaoke? ohhh man...yes
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yes...i hate when i do that..
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? yes
50. Kissed in the rain? yes
51. Sang in the shower? yes
52. Made love in a park? no
53. Had a dream that you married someone? no
54. Glued your hand to something? yes
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? no
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? no
57. Been a cheerleader? yes
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? no
60. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone? yes...me & scary movies dont mix...lol..
61. Played chicken? yes
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yes
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? yes
64. Broken a bone? no
65. Been easily amused? yes...welcome to my life...lol
66. Laugh so hard you cry? yes
67. Mooned/flashed someone? ohhhh man....i will NEVER go back to that beach....so um yes...lol
68. Cheated on a test? yes
69. Forgotten someone's name? yes
71. Done something dumb while drunk? no
73. Blacked out from drinking? no
74. Played a prank on someone? yes
75. Gone to a late night movie? yes
76. Made love to anything not human? no
77. Failed a class? no
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? yes
79. Smoked pot? no
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? hmmm....define "cheating"...i dont think so..
81. Celebrate the 4th of July? yes
82. Thrown strange objects? yes
84. Thought about running away? yes
85. Ran away? yes...i made it to my backyard...im hard core..lol
86. Got a piercing? yes
87. Cut your own hair? yes
89. Made a parent cry? yes
90. Cried over someone? yes
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? yes
92. Dated someone more than once? ha...yes...
93. Had/Have a dog? yes
94. Have an iPod? yes
95. Smoked a cigarette? no
96. Been in a band? no
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? no
98. Broken a CD? yes
99. Shot a gun? no
100. Wanted someone but could never have them? yes

grizz_03 @ 2006-02-22T17:30:00

2006-02-22T22:29:59Z

best friends right??......hmm i dont think so.....

grizz_03 @ 2006-02-13T19:29:00

2006-02-14T00:44:00Z

*TEN FIRSTS:
First Best Friend: jamie....back in the day...lol

First Screen Name: i dont even remember....im sure it was something uber lame though
First Pet: cuddles
First Piercing: my ears
First Crush: im not sure....i think it was ryan kelly
First CD: hmmm...i think it was like christina aguilera
First Stuffed animal: im not sure....i only have like 3989038534...lol
First Kiss? steve annese...lol
First Heartbreak? im not sure....well there was this one and then there was this other one....hmm im not sure....good question...

*NINE LASTS:
Last Alchoholic drink: umm never...
Last Car ride: coming home from my game yesterday
Last Movie Seen: bad news bears
Last Phone Call: nathaniel...i need to call him back
Last Song Played: stab my back ~ aar

Last Bubble Bath: like 3 weeks ago...
Last time you Cried: umm im not sure...its been a while...

Last visit to the Doctor: when i got my physical...like sometime in the summer...

Last book you Read: A Wrinkle In Time....i <3 that book...cause im a nerd...lol

*EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS:
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: yes
Have you ever been arrested?: nope
Have you ever skinny dipped: yes...
Have you ever been on tv: nope

Have you ever kissed someone, and then regreted? umm yes...
Have you ever had a sex dream about someone?: allll the time!! lol no..
Have you ever cheated on someone?: kinda...
Have you ever done illegal drugs? nope

*SEVEN THINGS YOU ARE WEARING:
1. black velour pants
2. scholar athlete t
3. pink long sleeve t
4. socks
5. pink undies
6. black bra
7. idk....hair tie? lol

*SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY:
1. got up
2. took a shower
3. went to school
4. came home
5. took a nap
6. did homework

*FIVE FAVORITE THINGS IN NO ORDER:
1. cold medicine
2. ipod
3. allll my friends
4. flavored water
5. family

*FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO:
1. emily
2. tess
3. ashley
4. jack

*TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. fall head over heels for someone and have them feel the same way
2. travel to everywhere i want to go

*ONE THING YOU REGRET:
1. caring so much about what people think that i lose all faith in my self....

grizz_03 @ 2006-02-09T17:36:00

2006-02-09T22:50:51Z

**Hmmm...things have been kinda crazyyy lately! Conditioning/weight lifting for soccer started.....worked out today...grr...im tough!! Then theres all this stuff for kell's wedding....getting everything figured out for dt segment 2....hopefully ill get in soon!! I cant believe I drive in like 4 months....oh man watch out!! But ya this updated is completelyyy pointlessss....so im done**

<3 you.......*les*

grizz_03 @ 2006-01-28T23:54:00

2006-01-29T05:06:07Z

**Tonight was lotssss of fun!! Went to the Fury game w/ Emily, Sara, & Risa. It was crazyyyy! Lots of ppl there....we ended up sitting w/ melissa & zach. But ya when we first got there risa & sara went to go get their tickets....me nd em already had tickets from jack.....thanksss much!....but ya then some random guy just comes up to me and was like do you want a free ticket? i was like umm.....YA!!! it was soo funny! then i gave to sara but her & risa wanted tickets by each other so we ended up giving it to some other random person....it was interestinggg. so we went in and the game had already started and me & em got yelled at by this lady in the tunnel thing for walking to our seats while the puck was in play....it was f***in funny!! she was PISSED! so then we decided to go boy scopin......not too much....so then we saw this freshman that i know and he said hi to me.....and i got made fun of...lol. then i saw tiffany and shan....i <3 shannon~!! but ya it was fun....fury won in a shootout...i was happyyy!

*umm then we went to taco bell to use our coupons from the game...lol....but ya the lady was a BITCH!! so we left and risa yelled at them....she is wayyy funny! then we went to bk and that was interestinggggg.....picture menus...lotsss of change...haha.....and now im homeee....fun night!!

**i <3 you all!!! ~me~

grizz_03 @ 2006-01-26T17:15:00

2006-01-26T22:28:44Z

**i just dont even know....i dont know what everyone wants from me anymore!! will just being me ever be good enough? i just want everything to go back to the way it all was before....when i was reallyy happy. its not that im like sad or anything...im just not happy, im blah. its like im drifting from everyone and everything i love. its all just slipping. what do i do? i dont even know....this is pointless....**

grizz_03 @ 2006-01-21T16:17:00

2006-01-21T21:19:42Z

*today is lame....i havent done anything...like allll day! & tonight i have to babysit....ugh....i dont want to! me & em were supposed to do something but that didnt happen...hopefully tommorrow. but ya i gotta go.....i think people should call my cell tonight....pleasssee...lol....i <3 you all!!! ~les~

grizz_03 @ 2006-01-19T16:11:00

2006-01-19T21:15:19Z

You promised me starry night skies
They just remind me of your shining bright eyes
Im missing your voice at night time
This sepa-separation seem-seems a sad crime

B-b-b-but dont dont dont think think think i forgot you you you
Are are are oh so sweet i i i - i know

If only you were here
Things would be more magical

If i were there
Right now would be more radical

Youre so not near
Im wishing i could place a call

And feel closer to you ooo-ooo

The miles of air and road and land
That separate me from all my plans
Were havin' havin' havin' havin' fun
But something something tells me i miss someone

B-but i hope hope hope you didn't forget me i couldn't
Forget you the whole time i always knew i knew

Say that youre into me just let me know how it will be
If you dont know dont say so
Ill wait till the perfect time think of all the perfect lines
Ill make sure if i let you know

Weve got movies on our list to see
Things to do just you and me
Calls to make from here to there and back
Weve got fun to have and days to spend
Stars to see or just pretend
At least for now just keep things right on track

**i loveee hellogoodbye!! i wish my computer wasnt so stupid so i could download it.....grr. so this entry is COMPLETELY pointless because i have nothing to talk about...lol. exams are almost over....im veryy happy!! i need to figure out what to do tonight...ugh...i hate making plans...lol. <3 you all!!
*les*

grizz_03 @ 2006-01-17T14:17:00

2006-01-17T19:40:33Z

~Open iTunes/iPod or Windows Media Player to answer the following. Go to your library. Answer, no matter how embarrassing it is.~

How many songs: 127
Sort by song:
First Song: let me go ~ 3 doors down
Last Song: you & me ~ lifehouse
Sort by time:
Shortest Song: Cant take it ~ aar
Longest Song: St patricks day ~ john mayor
Sort by artist:
First Artist: 3 doors down
Last Artist: Something Corporate
Sort by album:
First Album: move along ~ aar
Last Album: feels like today ~ rascal flatts

Top Five Most Played Songs (not including repeat artists):
1. space ~ something corporate
2. stab my back ~ aar
3. heard em say ~ kanye west & adam levine
4. attention ~ the academy is
5. just the girl ~ the click five

First song that comes up on Shuffle: heard em say ~ kanye west & adam levine

grizz_03 @ 2006-01-11T16:09:00

2006-01-11T21:15:41Z

*sigh*...so like normal....I = confused. I'm not sure about like anything anymore. I dont know what im looking for...or for that matter, what I want. grr....everything is sooo complicated....plus I just suck at life!! ohh man...I'm sooo confused.**
*<3les

grizz_03 @ 2006-01-03T15:22:00

2006-01-03T20:35:12Z

**Well....its been a while since I've updated. A lot has happened....

*X-mas was fun...got almost everything i wanted...my watch, ipod, clothes, the purse, the belt...all the stuff that i asked for basically. Then all of my family came over.....all of them...which is oh like ALOT!! It was reallyy crazy. But it was nice to see some of them i guess.

*Went to the movies w/ Tess, Em, & Ash over break too. We went and saw Rumor has it...man that was sooo good~!! Except I was sad for the old guy...he didnt have anyone to be with....lol...it was good though. It was a fun night...

*New Years was A-MAZING!!! I had lotsss of fun!! Cait & Tess came over...and we had like enough food for like 20 people for the 3 of us....then we had like 4 bottles of the sparkling grape juice...ya that stuff makes you hyper...veryyyy hyper...lol...but ya lets just say it was an interesting night...lol
~robes
~paper bags
~drunk people doing cartwheels
~40 yr old virgin
~late night calls
~mini vans
~resolutions...ha

*So now were back to school...ugh...& BPA regionals are Friday...oh man...I am NOT ready!! Lots of homework too...& exams....grr!!!

*<3les<3*

grizz_03 @ 2005-12-21T16:18:00

2005-12-21T21:48:59Z

~1st indoor game last night...we won 7-0!! It was veryy exciting. except I got scratched by this little korean girl....grr!!!

**So I know that like 20 bagillion people have done this but I reallyy liked it....so leave a comment that includes your favorite memory(s) with me....even if it's nothing big, post it. <3 u always....*les*